History repeats itself #373

It wasn’t supposed to happen, she had promised herself. Guess it works only till the situation arises. Man , she really did care. She said it didn’t really matter , then why did it disturb her? Just one, just one tiny milli second of a glimpse was enough to drive her mad for the rest of the day! There she began with all the thoughts in her mind which she thought were momentary. She really didn’t like it … Yeah, She came across these times when she wanted to slap herself , one being now.
She didn’t know if her heart beat raised or stopped..She didn’t know if it was right or wrong. Not that she cared either. For a moment she forgot who she was, where she was and also all the name sake resolutions. Every time she made a promise to herself ,he succeeded at helping her break it,every single time.
She wondered if she ever crossed his mind? Even though she knew what the answer is,hopeless hope never failed to give her hope. Stupid she felt, very.
She was over him, until she saw him again..
Memories supposed to fade? Period.